Friday, August 25, 2006
alrites!
hasnt been blogging for daes. 3 daes?
haha. alrite. no mood to blog.
3daes details.
23/08
wed.
went to rotary dinner again. at calton hotel again.=) food was great though. it was a larger room than previous.
that's the reason y i din manage to blog.
i felt so extra that dae. it was only meant for pres and sec, but nic told ms lim he wans.
me..so extra. cos i ask jiayi y pres and sec cn go? y vp cnt go.
so she asked ms lim. ms lim say cn then go lor.
then forget bring tie. got geok to rush down for me. she took cab.
then i paid her 10 bucks lor.
hais. im sort of jealous.
watcha the pres noes and does, i myself doesnt noe and do.
i find myself difficult to work under my pres.
i noe abit more of interact club than her though, so smtimes trying to guide her.
but she doesnt noe that. so she does things her own way.
ending up things of chaos.
hais. i dun wan say her. ltr she think im climbing over her head.
i suppose to support her. i giving her support by guiding her with the things i noe.
but she doesnt see that.
hais. i dun wan say liao. my heart breaks more.
24/08
thurs.
din go sch until recess.
i stayed home to rest. then see doc. then go sch.
alot ppl say i stupid, got mc yet come sch.
but it's phy paper. i alr failed chem, if i dun come for phy, i may get 0 even with mc.
if i come at least fail oso got abit of marks.
then i got back my maths paper.
missed to see the new batch of sec1s psl.
27/55 for maths. it's like WTF rite?
half more mark to pass.
even though i nid half more mark. still nt happy.
wanted A2. then din get.hais.
i dunno wad to do lar.
in the report bk if fail hw? retain? drop?
i dun wan ='(
25/08
todae.
got back chinese paper after sch.
failed and kanna scolding. it is like mr ng say i nv do.
is not i nv do, is i dun have enough time.
im innocent lor. he nv ask me even be4 he say me.
i v sad. i told zi hui until i almost cried.
it is like the judge gif u a death sentence even before they allow u to hire a lawyer.
he think i dun wan finish 1 mehs. i wan fail?
i was a chinese A student lor. but hais.
i study oso cnt get the things into my mind.
when he haf lesson tok so much craps.
hais.
it is a life sentence nw.
i fail all so far except for bio, geo.
cn believe it?only with bio, i cnt be promoted.
is this my fate?
yesterdae i asked him to tag my blog. he dun understand.
hais.
i had been thinking of him lesser nw.
i dunno y. like the feeling on and off.
i wan him to noe. but he never noes.
probably if he visit tis blog, he would noe.
for others. which is like only 2-3 guys. dun worry.
nt for those who is my kor or even i say u sound like a kor.
siblings mean siblings.
i dun think he noe im toking abt him.
hais.
`i dun wan to retain/drop~
i hope u noe who im toking abt u~
8:35 PM; shattered
dreams.