Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i jus came back frm sch. and nw im here to blog.
im gonna slp ltr on. damn tired nowadaes, so busy with common test.
im all so last min, i study all the subject only the day before.
im gonna regret all this, now and forever.
ate lunch in sch. it's my first time, sitting together with so many classmates of 3e,
enjoying my lunch, leaving the sch with all sorts of craps and laughters.
this is wad i've been seeking for this few years. will i continue to get such gd frenships?
i suppose so.
i got back my bio paper 2dae. though i pass, but im disappointed in the marks i get. 29/50 converting to 100% is only 58% im aiming to get a b3 or a2, yet nw a c5. HOW IM I GOING TO REACH MY GOAL?
i believe i cn do better. next test, i would prove myself.
todae english paper, damn tough. i dun even understand the passage.
i rush through my passage b. i haven even started the second passage when mr koh said we have less than 15 mins left.
i was there like, wtf.
in the end, i finish the paper, leaving 1 vocab blank.
im not going to score well.
i cry my way when i get back the paper.
only leaving 1 more term or rather 1/2 a term to the end of year paper.
which i would depend on so much, to see if i go to sec4e, if not i will be remaining in3e.
once eng fail, that's the end.
tml is geo paper. im goin to study my way through 2nite.
im not goin to fail further more. i've got enough of failing and failing; more than enough.
but seriously, im sort of tired of studing.
even mskang's maths bk, i haven hand in. im goin to do it tml.
im going mad with studies.
i just dun like it. somehow, sometimes i just wan to slp on my bed, never wake up, still alive.
if i have the chance, i dun wan to wake up, never feeling hunger.
can i do that? i doubt so.
sometimes, i really dun understand, what is life all about?
slp, study, work, earn money, eat, spend and die?
is tis what life is all about?
if it is, im tired of it.
allow me to slp, never to wake up.
3:50 PM; shattered
dreams.