Shattered DREAMs
Friday, December 29, 2006

Quick report for yesterday and today.

yesterday ; thursday

went meet reb early in the morning at 8am to go sch for short meeting.
we ate and go sch quickly. took camplist then go back reb hse.
next proceed down to chinese garden mrt.
take train to jurong east swimming complex.
lotsa fun there. woots~
hahas. brought her bro there too.
seriously lotsa fun. play till crazy, till siao.
whahahas~ then got this lifeguard, fall down.
hahas. i laugh at him. hahas. so bad hors.
but he not bad looking. sit there zhou bo. hahas.
LOLs!
three of us play and play and play like mad.
playing at the wave pool was madness.
hahas.
after that we go amk. reach there like 8+ lars.
cos we wait and wait for the next wave.
hahas.
then go there, saw someone.
ruin reb's mood.
yars. ate alot. till 10+ we went home.

today, friday

went serangoon central.
go register for tuition.
eng and poa..
my sis paid. then went to ti amo makan.
sis got the chicken with ham and cheese.
then the chicken not cook.
they recook and give my sis 1 whole new set.
LOLs!
eating 2 sets for the price of 1.
hahas.
so now im here bloggin, cos v long din blog liao.
hahas. ltr going bishan. meet my sis for dinner and i go do homework.
i jus replied someone's e-mail.
of cos she doesnt noe anything when everything's changing.
cos she made those changes.
she 'hurt' us herself, yet she doesnt realise that..

yup that's it.
byes.



3:45 PM; shattered dreams.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

HELLOS!!!
hasnt been blogging for a long time.
cos frm fri, 15dec till 17dec i work.
yup then frm mon till todae, i lazy.
hehes.
so sry bout that.
i did cookies with mum this morning.
hahas.
a v happening morning.
woke up at 9, go market with mum.
bought ingriedent for lunch and dinner as well as for cookies.
yuppies. tried out the cookies.
turned out not bad though.
hahas.
love it sia. though abit no taste.
but gud wad, at least not those too swt.
hehes.
tml gonna bake all by myself.
gotta rmb all by myself wad my mum did just now.
not easy u noe.
but pretty alrite lars.
shir cuming over tml, see see.
hahas.
im finding ways to improve the cookies.
somehow it is sort of own recipe bahs.
i mix here mix there. then come out like that.
LOL!
hahas. but i wan those really is my own de recipe.
probably i'll stop here todae.
quite alot written liao.
better than nothing lars.
i just dun wan this blog to rot like previous.
:)



7:38 PM; shattered dreams.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

HELLOS!
hahas. back to blog.
yup, todae AIS last day le.
GOD! i'll miss them.
since they are so cute.
alrite, i went many places todae.
went for shoe hunting, skirt hunting, and hunting.
yups. ended up got shoe and skirt.
cos sis was unsatisfied with the bag. and i dun like other bags.
yar lors. anyways, i spent alot of money todae.
about $80 on a skirt with a pair of covered toes shoes.
e other 2 that i had is alr spoilt.
yar lors, so nid buy. hahas.
that's all for todae lars.
i damn tired wan to slp liao lars.
bubyes.



11:28 PM; shattered dreams.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

here to blog for today. yeas, as usual, work in the morning and the afternoon.
had chicken rice for 3 meals. so diaos sia.
i ate downstairs hawker's this morning. then the other 2 meals is cos mum's college cook.
eat chicken rice for whole dae. so pathetic.
hahas.
yeahs! got the vcds frm wanying. hehes.
watched 2 disc 2dae liao.
v nice wors the show.
er zhuo ju zhi wen.
hahas. i like it.
then tok to bao on the phone.
tok abt alot of things lars.
work ar, frens ar, and craps.
hahas. she said that she may cor me tonite. but c first.
hahas. had fun chatting with her lars.
was chatting frm 5.30 to 7.
pretty alrite lars, 1.5hrs.

fri, sat and sun working lars.
actually sat wan go out with mum 1 lors.
then got work then i go work lors.
hais. everytime say wan go out then got work.
but at least i will save the money for going out and oso earn extra.
hehes.
go out cn another time 1. sure ok de lars.
got work i will go work.
yuppies.
though i dun enjoy work.
but jus for the extra income.

yeah, that's all for todae. byes!
cya tml.



7:35 PM; shattered dreams.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

second post of the dae.
hahas. im jus too bored lars.
yup, was chatting with reb jus now.
some prob actually pops up to me.
was chatting with her abt all the probs.
she wans to help too.
i noe that. however, there's something that i jus cnt put myself into.
yupps.
also i dunno how tell her through msn.
then oso cnt really tok on the phone.
sis ltr scold, say so late liao still tok tok tok.
yar lors.
so i meeting her sometime soon.
hais.
how cum probs comes so jie er lian shan?
hate it man.
probably i just made out these prob myself.
i caused it myself.



11:45 PM; shattered dreams.


yuppies. blogging again.
i chnged my blog skin for this blog.
i'll chng the photoalbum's 1 too.
but that will be tml. i actually chng this whole skin, within like 2hrs.
woohoos~
that's so power of me.
i used to take abt 4 or 5 hrs, or rather the whole dae.
yuppies.
and i like the current skin too.
hehes.
im seriously damn bored.

these few mornings were being the bus auntie job.
yes, initially it was only for a wk.
but then the auntie's mother-in-law passed away.
and she wont be free till 14th itself.
which is also the last dae of sch for AIS.
yuppies.
so she said i'll cover her till sch closes lors.
happie happie.
i'll be able to see those cute lil' ones.
hehes.

this few wks hasnt been a pleasant one at home.
bro and wife quarrels over minor things.
ever since their wedding.
and now, jie went back home.
furthermore, my bro came out with full of nonsense.
more than enuf.
gonna tok some sense into this 2.

not only this.
my granny hasnt been a pleasant 1 too.
she had been grumble that no one visit her aft hospi stay.
not that we ppl dun wan to, it's jus that we're busy.
she nv listens.
somemore, we told her not to go to the clinic to get medications.
cos the doc is giving her med that too strong for her.
she doesnt listen.
she continues to go to the doc.
continues taking the med they gif.
and calling my mum near midnight.
saying that my mum called her.
in fact, my mum din.
my mum uses 2 no.
granny only noes 1 of them.
and that no. is private.
yet she told my mum that she saw my mum's no. on the id.
WTH!
hais. i think she's jus doing all kinds of things to get attn.
cos seriously, she doesnt get much attn aft the hospi stay.
let her be sia.
since she doesnt listen to the right thing.

that's all bahs.
i try blogging everydae, k?
hahas.
byes



8:07 PM; shattered dreams.

Monday, December 11, 2006

blogging again. using home comp.
alrites. wad shld i post abt?
okay, fri went for farewell party.
erm...tried to keep my tears, and succeed.
and now, dun really haf mood to blog.
after typing a long e-mail for shir.
she read the previous post, she happens to understand things.
yes, nth wrong with that.
i've explained everything in the msg, wether she reads it, another thing.
she gave me a testi on her thinkings.
but i din wanna return msg as testi.
it's nt fair to those who will be reading it, and doesnt understand.
i wan to look for new blogskin, wanna chng it away.
alrites. stop here lars.
that's all



6:34 PM; shattered dreams.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Long long time not blogging, cos home comp totally dead.
yup, so now in sis's office as usual.
since i've nt been blogging for a long time, i'll jus partially talk about life these daes.

on 29th nov, went to sch like in the afternoon.
helped out with the CIP.
When they went back sch, i din, sam stayed too.
we went for dinner at lao pat sa.
food was pretty nice there. =)
yup, then we walked back to singapore conference hall.
got chnged. then was spending our time chatting with teachers.
LOL! that was kinda of stupid.
and yea, we went on for the night show.
pretty high in there.
but i sort of hate it. i've alwas been ps by her.
y is that so?
alrites, i just no longer feels like hanging out with her.
she pissed me off.
at nite went over to prata shop with other 7 ppl.
makan, alrites. i treat them.
i din really wanted to, cos they dun take me as someone who exist.
really, they go on talk talk talk, like im not there.
bao and mei gave me a surprise.
actually nothing much, but i appreciate it.
cake with sweets making up words.
5 ppl shared pressie for me too. i thank them for that.

lets go on with 30th nov - 3rd dec.
went for work for this 4 daes.
meet bao and shir early in the morning at bedok.
and that's so far frm my place.
first 2 daes, sales wasnt good.
however, 3rd dae was the best..
4th wasnt that gd..still better.hahas.
but in the 4 daes, i was totally pissed there.
first dae was pissed with the senior staff there.
2nd dae was with the sales man there.
3rd and 4th, with my own fren.
alrites. shall not elaborate. but sort of really pissed with her actions.
but the job there was fun.
alot of nonsence with the courts guy 'robbery'..for the last 2 daes.
hahas. but really jus simple craps.. and nt into those kong bu 1..
nt like some other ppl..
after the job, i got sick..NOW!!

go on to the last dae, today.
had been doing the bus auntie job.
so far so gd. hahas.
i wan to go for the RYLA ended up my mum said that it's at kota tinggi then she dun allow. WTF!
hais. then initially now i shld be on the way to bedok to find them.
but somehow i decided nt to go.
i dun enjoy being with them.
i acted to be, but im not.
i hate the enjoyment of getting ps!
alrites. it shld be more than enuf for me to type, and more than enuf for u to understand le.
-ttat's it for these 2 wks.
=)



5:10 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE

PAMELA
You can name me XIIAOPAM;
b'dae on 29 NOV;
once studied in OLGC and now in PEICAI;
SHATEC will be my future.


LOVES
love my FAMILY; FRIENDS;
HANDPHONE; love MUSIC;
DRAMA SERIES and INTERACT CLUB


HATES
I HATESMOKERS; BACKSTABBERS;
PANGSEHS KIA; BAD MOUTHS

WISHES
I wish to GET MY EAR PIERCE;
get ACER LAPTOP ; HANA KIMI DVDs;
GUARDIAN ANGEL ;
INTERACT CLUB GOES GREATER HEIGHTS; and GET GOOD Os RESULTS!!!
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