Shattered DREAMs
Monday, January 01, 2007

hey yos.
im back blogging after 2 daes.
opps~ its not 2 daes.
is 3 daes. yuppies. so that means?!
it a new year ahead.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
everyone starting afresh.
but of course for me and frens.
start afresh doesnt mean to forget all that u've learn.
this year is a very important year for us.
everyone lets work hard.(:

i think im getting abit emo here though.
yupps, all abt frenship lars.
lotsa probs came up within the last few dae of 2006.
it's v unfortunate abt it.
she e-mailed me the other dae.
and i replied.
i told her i tried my best to save the frenship many times.
im tired of it le.
and she said since i said it that way,
she got nothing to say le.
fine lars.
it's abit saddenning to sort of let go this frenship.
afterall it's still a frenship last abt 2yrs?!
but seriously i had enough.
it may be me being sensitive.
but it's not possible that im sensitive for everytime rite?!
i may be. who noes.
but she nv tries finding out frm me.
im gonna let go no matter how.
i cn smile w/o her.
i dun nid a fren that hurt me w/o herself noeing.
it's being too unfair to me le.
i gotta learn to be strong w/o her.
i cn survive w/o frens.
i do haf faith in myself.
at least if im left all alone.
i still haf myself as a fren.
truthness is myself.
i wont be her, the way she treats; like sparetyre.
i wan myself to lead happy life.
i wan give myself happiness.
i wan to support myself.

YES!
and all this would be my NEW YEAR's resolutions.
here's my other new year's resolutions;
1. get my ear pieced.
2. get a laptop.
3. study hard.
4. get gd result to make my sis and myself proud.
5. concentrate on Os and not all those stupid matters of frenship.
6. dun dwell over minor matters.
7. be more cheerful and smile more.
YES! and that's it. i wan to achieve at least number:
3-7 done!

WELL DONE PAMELA!
that's the way to go.
new year ahead.
no more dwelling over small matters!!!



2:37 AM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE

PAMELA
You can name me XIIAOPAM;
b'dae on 29 NOV;
once studied in OLGC and now in PEICAI;
SHATEC will be my future.


LOVES
love my FAMILY; FRIENDS;
HANDPHONE; love MUSIC;
DRAMA SERIES and INTERACT CLUB


HATES
I HATESMOKERS; BACKSTABBERS;
PANGSEHS KIA; BAD MOUTHS

WISHES
I wish to GET MY EAR PIERCE;
get ACER LAPTOP ; HANA KIMI DVDs;
GUARDIAN ANGEL ;
INTERACT CLUB GOES GREATER HEIGHTS; and GET GOOD Os RESULTS!!!
voices



sayonara

>GEOK LENG
>JESLYN
>JIA XIN
>JIE YING
>JOEL
>JUNE
>LIJUN
>OLIVIA
>PEI LING
>REBECCA
>REIHANNA
>SALIZA
>SERENE
>SIEW YING
>WAN YING



past memories

>August 2006

>September 2006

>October 2006

>November 2006

>December 2006

>January 2007

>February 2007

>March 2007

>July 2007

>February 2008


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