Monday, January 29, 2007
here to update.
today chang hua duan shuo.
had been feeling quite bad this few daes.
had been missing my slps for days, however it's worth.
yes, her things are more or less over.
but not end of story.
my fren, had lost her mum.
& now her dad, quite sometime ago.
i just learnt it not long.
im feeling remorseful for her.
aint a really close fren now, but it's a once.
i feel sad for her.
WAT CN I DO?!
oh god. y are there so many things happening to the frens arnd me?
hearing all these news are driving me crazy.
i dun wish to hear anymore of such things.
LNY is cuming.
y jus cnt some other more ji li things happen?
stop making me feel sad.
stop letting my frens live in despire.
when they suffer, it's a torture to me.
when they happy, im glad.
that is wad my frens meant to me.
oh god.
really. stop taking ppl away frm earth.
if they meant to live, allow them.
no one deserve such heavy punishment.
really, i meant it.
probably i'll live in despair if the next bad thing happen to ppl arnd me.
probably i'll go crazy and mad.
10:40 PM; shattered
dreams.