Tuesday, February 06, 2007
i came online again.
i told myself i shall start afresh and concentrate on studies this year.
it seems to me that i've failed to, but im still perservering.
i nid keep myself strong.
i have had the thinking of giving up everything; studies and really everything.
like wad i told geok leng just now.
no point of giving up our studies now.
cos we are 9/10 of our studies journey.
y not jus carry on for 9months?
since we gotten 9 years off already.
no point giving up now.
however, i really feel like giving up.
life is so tiring.
everyday sch, homework, meetings.
wad's more?
really, im v tired.
getting depressed over studies.
although im so busy with studies, but i still cnt quiet down in interact.
i wan to bring it to greater heights.
did i bring all this upon myself?
y is this so?
i cnt let go of studies, nor interact.
oh god. plss~ tell me wad to do..
im at lost now. is there a guardian angel that cn guide me along this way?
pls give me one. i nid this guardian angel.
im struggling my way through.
hopefully i wont give up. or probably even this string of struggle would snap sometime sooner.
i never noes.
im getting more and more white hair.
more and more as every chinese new year goes by.
*p.s. i nid a guardian angel. send me one.
9:35 PM; shattered
dreams.