Wednesday, February 07, 2007
what's happening to me these days?
y am i getting angry over minor matters easily?
y is this so?
side-effect or wad?
oh god. pls help. i dun wan carry on with such life.
everyday same lifestyle. do the same thing.
im tired of life. im sick and tired. very very tired.
can i choose not to have such boring lifestyle?
i dun wan to haf it. it is damn it boring luhs.
and the stress running towards me is like bees.
rushing forward for honey.
i feel like giving up yet i cnt.
god, where is the guardian angel i asked for?
send one to me.
or have u sent yet i do not noe yet.
i really felt like the string of perserverance i have,
is snapping soon enough.
would this weak string last me for long?
i doubt so. really.
god, u took away so many things in my life since young.
u took my dad away from me. i end up fatherless.
i dun care abt that.
but now, y are u taking away my interest of studies.
and my faith in myself.
im starting to loss all these.
can u return all these back to me?
i nid them.
how long more is all this going to last?
it's painful.
hopefully it doesnt't get on further for too long.
my string would snap.
mark my words.
is there someone out there to help me mend this breaking string?
i always mend these strings for others.
yet i have no skill for my own's.
i'll just be afraid of snapping my own string.
y is this so?
HELP!!
it's getting me crazy.
where's my guardian angel??
pls come out. i nid u..
come out pls. i beg you.
guardian angel, where are you?
9:06 PM; shattered
dreams.